Okay the sleep deprivation is starting to get to me... My body hurt and I have thrown up more than once from exchaustion...
The pain it feels like my own but I know it is not...
I just couldn't go back last night, this time I really needed to be alone and think. But it was bitchy of me not saying anything to him.. I think I need to make up for that today in some way..
I meet two of the other lords last night on Korriban; Sorene and Kriid... Some young pompous acolyte was being disrespectful towards especially Sorene and it was amusing at first to see him dig his own hole but then it became to much and I stepped in and threatened to cut out his tongue or head if he did not learn his place... Why did i step in? was it just to keep my cover as a good apprentice or did it really annoy me?
Had Kriid not wanted to punish him, himself I am actually not sure if I would have not simply layed action to my words...
Kriid faught him and all of a sudden Darth Xarathis was there at my side. I tried to please him as best possible because with all of this he is the last I need looking ill at me.
He is impressive and frightening... All I hate and fear embodies into one powerful being...
The young acolyte was being a foul but he had spunk I must give him that, but to insult Darth Xarathis when trying to become a member... Darth Xarathis easilly held him in a force chock... Images flashed befor my eyes of the night Qarthan had done the exact same thing to me and for a moment I was unfocused. The young acolyte held some power as he managed to throw a force blast to get free of Darth Xarathis grasp, little good it did him though as it was easilly blocked by Darth Xarathis, but it did manage to knock me to the ground in a brief second before I was back on my feet saber at his throut. Awating Darth Xarathis' orders. To my surprice he was let to live as Kriid wanted to take him as an apprentice and Darth Xarathis only demanded his hand for his insulence.
The others were dismissed but he wanted me to stay behind... Why I am not sure as I was dismissed shortly after?
I just hope it is not because I have displeased him in any way...
Back at the Academy I meet Sorenes new apprentice and Echon came as well as Kriid came back after dismissing his new apprentice as well. Some Darth wanted to have us kill a traitor for him? Like Darth Xarathis would allow some other puny Darth order his powerbase around.
I seems Echon has become Styrks apprentice now? Something is going on but I am just not sure what... Still i am quite curious about this Styrk.
Echon invited me for drinks some day and I really think I am gonna take her up on that...
I miss him terribly... What has happened to me?
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