I asked if I could stay with him and he said yes. He wouldn't let me sit in the chair but wanted to give me the bed for myself. I couldn't let him do that not when I dont't even sleep.
He is so caring and understanding, so unlike Sith...
He went to bed first and I could change without fear of showing him my back... I waited for a while until I was sure he had gone to sleep before i tip toed over to his room. I moved over to the bed and looked down at him. Again i found myself mesmerized watching him, his crimson skin and toned muscles...
He turned and mumbled in his sleep waking me from my daydream with a jolt. I don't even know how long I had been standing there but it must have been a while cause my entire body ached.
I crawled up on the bed beside him carefully, my heart beating in my chest like a feral rancor. He was spralled over the bed clearly not use to sharing it but i placed myself with my back against the head of the bed and pulled my legs up under me, resting my head on my knees and just watched him.
I felt a deep peace sitting here and almost dozed of more than once.
When morning was comming and he started to stirre in his sleep, I slipped of the bed but before I turned away I couldn't help myself reach out and gently remove a lock of hair that had fallen down over his eyes. I almost screamed when he mumbled my name and stirred. I ran to my own room and quickly closed the door.
As i stood with my back pressed against the closed door I felt something cool in my hand and looked down to see my lightsaber in my hand.
- Had I brought that with me last night?
Well i must have...right?
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