The kiss was euphoric and has left me breathless ever since.
To be in his embrace, feeling his strong arms around me, gripping me wantingly.
I want to scream, to run away and hide but at the same time I want more. So much more...
The night was filled with the horrors of my past.
They all came back, flooding my mind and my dreams.
But for the first time I had an anchor point, a rock to feel safe behind, which made it tolerable.
I awoke bathed in sweat and shivering but feeling his body pressed against my back, his strong arms gripping me tightly... Protectively... It was almost like the nightmare had turned to dreams...
I went to take a bath, washing away the sweat... Washing away the past... If only for a little while.
When I came back he was still sleeping, so I just sat watching him for a while, but I couldn't keep my hands to myself and it grew somewhat intense but nothing happened...
I needed release and we went to the training room. It was the first time we sparred after I was back and I think he was surprised with what I have learned these past two years because I got some very well placed blows through his defenses with my saber. Of course I was not a match but not someone yo underestimate either...
I am glad he did not hold back, that would keep me from learning anything of use to me.
But as we switched the sabers with close combat it began to get more intence again and ended with us forgetting that we were to go to Korriban and meet some of his associates.
I did not like him seeing my scars for no matter how much he tells me I am not ugly, I still feel disfigured because of them.
It was rather late when we finally got to Korriban.
We meet with another lord and his apprentice. I hope I kept up appearances but the cuts on my thighs were killing me...*grins*
The lord seem typically Sith but there was something between them, and something about his apprentice... I was introduced as Qarthans new apprentice Acira
But I forgot all about that when we got back again...
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